All I wanted was to tell you all my secrets. After all, we were on the same boat; and carrying these things inside that no one else can see will hold us down like anchors and drown us out at sea.
I should have told you to trust me, for I perfectly know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you. Waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart. For everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I should have told you I know exactly how it feels.
All I wanted was to tell you all my secrets. But you turned out to be one, instead.
And I sit alone at night asking myself just when did all this pain begin.
i do those things too:
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"cry in the shower so no one can hear you" and "wait for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart."
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pain is good ;) just hold on.
Too much pain is not.
ReplyDeleteI am quite curious though with how you used do instead of did. Cheers!
things we do for that special someone. sacrifice is one of them.
ReplyDeletewhy not try to tell it to that person? :D take the risk.
Things are much more complicated now. Reason: http://somelostboy.blogspot.com/2010/06/lost-conversation.html
ReplyDelete"All I wanted was to tell you all my secrets. But you turned out to be one, instead."
ReplyDeleteThe more we open up to a person, the more vulnerable we become to him.
It's one of the many things that happened to me and Jose.
But then again, we were always willing to be vulnerable.
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