Passing
I have been a negative of a person lately. That unending feeling of hollowness, all black, silence. The effect of the past days of festivities had me jumping from being constantly active and broodingly sad, with no established point of origin or end, perpetually alternating driving me mad. At night sometimes, I just feel the need to have someone to pour myself into. But I have been burning a lot of bridges lately. A psychologist I worked with a few years ago suggested I should go talk to a doctor. But I am not wise and rich enough to take pleasure in the luxury of science. I have hopes that the end of the festivities will cure the old brag of my existence. Day six.
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the onset of holidays seem to make us vacillate like so. i hope you do feel better soon.
ReplyDeleteToday at school my god.. My temper was so hot that I was on the verge of getting mad at anyone that makes my day even more stressful haha
ReplyDeleteRead somewhere that: "the more you feel alone, the more you need to be by yourself." Hmm.
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