Someday this pain will be useful

Here's to that kid who tried his hardest to be good enough for everyone; who spent hours watching movies and reading books to look for that perfect quote; who listened to the same song dozen of times because the lyrics meant a lot; whose wish every 11:11pm was wasted on someone who will never care.

Positions

The condition I had with myself and my mom was to try law school for a year and do whatever afterwards. A compromise since last year I was too eager to work, and my parents too, uhm, motivated to have a lawyer in the family. So I decided to take a full-time job next year while taking law school at night. Social suicide it is.

CubaoX/College friends

In line with guiding me daw, we evaluated our batchmates who are currently earning more than my friends are. We talked about Poveda girl who earns 6 digits in SG,a friend who gives Kitkat every time we see each other and those people in the yearbook with the most-likely-to-succeed tag.

Friend1: How about (he-who-must-not-be-named)?

Friend2: Diba executive na siya sa (research firm)?

To be clear, despite being in the same college and same circle of friends, nobody knew about the thing I shared with he-who-must-not-be-named.

Friend3: Dude, your a god with research and writing! Try mo kaya.

Friend2: Mahirap daw pasukin yung sa kanya eh.

Me: Ah. (In my mind- I know how it feels. Asshole.)

New Year/ High School friends

Since we were literally dispersed across the country, some with better school and degrees, bragging and comparing was always part of equation. Well, for me, I learned to keep my mouth shut unless I want to get the basta-UP-mayabang stare. So while talking about jobs, they went to discuss climbing the corporate ladder:

Friend1: Okay namang magsimula sa baba. At least experience.

Friend2: Syempre mas okay kung nasa taas na agad.

Friend3: Ok na ako sa middle ground mag start.

Friend1: No, basta ako I believe its better to be in the bottom.

Me: No! Mas okay kayang maging top!

I was laughing my ass off they have no idea why.

So if you know someone who can offer me a job in QC which can finance my daily coffee craving and my book and movie fascination, do tell me. I don't bite.

Alumni homecoming .1

O Kung Bakit hindi na Nabigyan ng sequel ang TGIS at Gimik

Cast:
Odessa- seksing seksing nanay ng grupo, may kakaibang taste sa mga lalaking hanggang kili kili niya lang, ampon, laking palengke
Ray- malibog, nagtatago sa mama's boy image since grade 1, ex ni Arah
Anne- bestfriend ni Greg, matampuhin, moody, naghi-high socks na parang madre
Greg- pasensyoso, corny, nakipagbreak sa ex nung 3rd monthsary para patunayang more than friends sila ni Anne
Nan- babaeng natrap sa machong katawan ng lalaki, never naaasar, mahaba ang kamay, gusto ng mga mahahabang bagay
Yuna- boyish, mahilig sa musika, madaming lihim, nanununtok
Ako- genius ng barkada, Dr. Love

Recurring Cast:
Arah- best friend ko, crush ng bayan, ex ni Ray, may 5PM na curfew sa 1800's parents
Ian- ang lalaking pinagnanasahan ni Nan, Felix Bakat
Nelly- ka MU ni Ian, conservative, spoiled brat, nangabilang probinsiya para bumili lang ng prom dress
Baby- madaming pimples, walang tigil ang bunganga, nagmamaganda sabi ni Nan
Miko- may lahing hapon kaya tinitilian ng mga kababaihan pero jologs at kumakanta ng Cueshe at Hale, niligawan si Arah
at kung sino sino pa